Although I ... But I ...

Although I fear no bored ,
But I might fear lonely.

Although I know i'm lonely,
But I always usual on it.

Although I am usual on it,
But I still need someone sometimes.

Although I someone sometimes,
But I know it's not easy.

Although I know it's not easy,
But I still wish i can have it.

Although I wish i can have it,
But I will lie myself sometimes.

Although I will lie myself,
But I still know who am i.

Although I know who am i,
But I can't control my mind.

Although i cant control my mind,
But I still clear what am i thinking.

Although I still clear what i think,
But I cant forget who you are.

Although I cant forget you,
But I know it's hard for me to have you.

Although I know it's hard for me,
But I will never try to have you.

Although I will never try to have you,
But I still loving you.

Although I am still loving you,
But I know i never have a place in your
heart.

Although I know i never in your heart,
But I am proud that i love you since
1993 til now.

Although I am proud of it,
But I know it's just an useless number
between you and me.

Although I know it just an useless number,
But I never regret to keep it in my mind.

Although I never regrets,
But I still feel pain in my heart.

Although I still feel the pain,
But I never show that i'm sad.

Although I never show out my sad,
But I am always remind it when i'm alone.

Although I am always remind it,
But I know that's nobody know that.

Although I know nobody know that,
But I never care about it.

Although I never care about it,
But I am really feel not well.

Although I am feeling not well,
But I will make myself quiet.

Although I am quiet,
But I really feel lonely sometimes.

Although I know you will never see these
words,
But I still wanna tell you,

I'm still LOVING you.

By EnigMcD