I'm not belong to this world,
Because on this world,
Peoples know how to use,
Peoples know how to eat,
Peoples know how to lie,
Peoples know how to care,
Peoples know how to find,
Peoples know how to live,
Peoples know how to love,
Peoples know how to have,
Peoples know how to need,
Peoples know how to sing,
Peoples know how to help,
Peoples know how to hold,
Peoples know how to keep,
Peoples know how to fool,
Peoples know how to look,
Peoples know how to feel,
Peoples know how to draw,
Peoples know how to take,
Peoples know how to make,
Peoples know how to think,
Peoples know how to write,
Peoples know how to create,
Peoples know how to cheat,
Peoples know how to enjoy,
Peoples know how to produce,
Peoples know how to develope,
....etc
There are many things that ordinary peoples can do better but not me.
There are many things that ordinary peoples always do but not me.
There are many things that ordinary peoples have to do but not me.
There are many things that ordinary peoples can happen but not me.
There are many things that ordinary peoples deserve to have but not me.
When i need , they dont have,
When they have , it's not mine,
When it's mine , it's not good,
When it's bad , they dont allow me to have,
When they dont allow , but i know,
When i know , it's not real,
When it's fake , it's not been care,
When i care , it's hard to think,
When i think , it's always not as my wish.
I'm might not belong to this world,
or maybe not this time.
Maybe you will say it's still early to judge, but I'm clear my situation.
Or maybe still have chance, but i know it's not for me.
Even it's for me, but it's not the chance that i need or maybe not right.
Whatever, i just dont know, i dont know how to care myself, how to think about my future, i dont know how to use the world, i dont know how to tell you what i need or how do i feel.
I'm not belong to this world,
because i know i'm not suppose to be.
When i see all the people enjoy their life, when i see all the people to work, to love, to care, to be alive. But i dont and never think i'm part of them.
I'm not belong to this world,
because i found meaningless life for myself.
Whatever i think, whatever i wish,
whoever i miss, whoever i love,
wherever i go, wherever i stay,
however i try, however i care,
whenever i born, whenever i die,
it just a little part of the world.
I'm not belong to this world,
because you never know how my world.
By EnigMcD
1 comment:
You do belond to this world because ur in it.Why to care about things that other pepoole can do when you have ur own tallents and other things that make u special .I'm sure u wondered why do u exist but did u find the answer? I think everyone has a purpose and we won't die untill we make it.I read somewhere ,,There r peopple that love you and you didn't even noticed them''heh.Still i think this thing is temporary i don't think u r allways like this otherwise u wouldn't do things that make u enjoy,even a little bit, the world.I'm sure u have friends there that want you to be there 4 them so think about it. Don't compare urself whit other peopple cuz they can do what they can do and you can do what u can do ^^ gambateneh!!.Btw i thought like that 2 and i was sad cuz i felt useless and i didn't wanted to b borned(i was thinking like ,,I didn't ask to be in this world'' i simply didn't like life but still i was enjoying the things that life gived 2 me).A friend opened my eyes.
P.S.: tk
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