How Lazy Am I ?

i'm lazy to move - i tried no leave my room in 1 week

i'm lazy to think - i still waste my time and without thinkin my future

i'm lazy to eat - i tried 5 days din eat

i'm lazy to sleep - i tried 4 days din sleep

i'm lazy to talk - i tried 3 days no sound from my mouth

i'm lazy to work - i tried 6 months din work

i'm lazy to look - i tried close my eye whole day

i'm lazy to care - i rather get hurt get prob than to care much

i'm lazy to guess - if dunno answer then forget it

i'm lazy to try - i can everyday do the same thing

i'm lazy to find - dint find then forget it

i'm lazy to search - search too much will make me headache

i'm lazy to solve - just let it be....etc

These records may change someday, there are still too much lazy that i'm always have, lazy no more my attitude, it's already part of me.

By EnigMcD

Selfish? No Such Thing

If one day, you have to make the decision. But the result will make other peoples din't get what they expected or lost something, they will blame you are selfish.

Maybe you really din't mean to make them dissapointed, or maybe you really did that business or decision just for yourself reasons. The other peoples won't really care your situation, they only care how much they lost or how dissapointed.

The meaning of SELFISH is for the peoples who do something that just only for their own benefits or goods, but din't think or care others peoples feeling, situations or what they care.

But in fact, there is no SELFISH this such thing. Because in this world, everythings that we do are just depends on 'What are you doing' , 'Who do you doing for' and 'How you doing'.

For example, if you did something that other peoples blame or complain that you are selfish, calm. Think it back again, if lets change the situation or the view, those peoples also selfish too because they never care how you feel, what's your situation or what do you want, they also just think about themselves, their benefit or what they expecting.

Once the dicision is in your hand, then you are the judge, you are the one to choose the better or the best answer. You have the right to choose the answer or decisions from 'What are you doing' , 'Who do you doing for' and 'How you doing'.

Everybody have their own right to choose what they want, to protect what they care or to keep what they need. Because everythings we do just either for ourself or for others. How you want to do is your choice, its depends on your judgement.

So there is no such thing like selfish, not all the answers are perfect good, the thing that exist is only how good or how bad you done.


By EnigMcD

Beautiful Feelings and Emotions

We are human, humans are already have few thousand years in the history. And in this histories are always full fill with feelings and emotions of humans. Feelings and emotions are the gift for us, they are already with us since the day we born, they are HAPPY, SAD, SCARE, ANGRY.

Feelings and emotions are always related, but they aren't the same in all the times. Feelings just like an angels, and emotions are like devils.

Feelings are like angels because they are so pure, so real, never lie and always telling that what we like and what we dislike.

Emotions are like devils because sometimes it showing the wrong messages, lie and complicated.

But they are so beautiful, because they are always parts of us, and they giving us an interesting, wonderful, fantastic or mystery life time until we die, and we can't escape, we can't hide them.

We can laugh when we are happy, we can cry when we are sad, we can scream when we scare, and we can show our wrath when we angry. This is because we have the feelings like angels. But we also can pretending we are happy but actually we are sad, we can act like a person so much but actually we hate him a lots. And this is the emotions like devils.

But a lots peoples only want the good parts kinda like happy as what they thought. But actually all the feelings and emotions are good because they just can accept the happy part. Why we can't enjoy the sad when we are not happy? Why we can't enjoy the feeling of angry when something annoying us?

These feelings are all related:
Because of angry, we know what is scare.
-Parents are angry, we scare because they will scold us.
Because of scare, we know what is sad.
-We scare when nobody could help us, then we will become so sad of that.
Because of sad, we know what is happy.
-We know sad is hard time and happy always the good.
Because of happy, we know what is angry.
-Someone having fun to annoy us, and we are so angry of that.

So we should not ignore others feelings and emotions because they are parts of us, we should enjoy these feelings and emotions, they are gifts, they are the true, they show our everythings, they are just too beautiful.


By EnigMcD